*** Updated 06/08/14 3:27pm **** I have removed and created a separate post where I share my latest ongoing theory of Adam and Genesis 1 and mankind. This can be found here but I strongly suggest you read the “intro” below first under “Old Creation Vs. New (true) Creation” to prep your mind for my radical ideas. 🙂
Yesterday was my birthday and I have received the most absolutely BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER. God revealed a huge missing piece of the creation story that I have been digging for a long time, and I want to share with you. They will bless you beyond belief and absolutely boggle your human mind when it sinks into your heart! Two nights ago a good friend came over and allowed me to “dump” the latest things that I am seeing and hearing. This “bubbles up” from from hundreds of hours of deep and intense study and quiet pondering of God’s powerful Word while drastically reducing all worldly forms of media.
I know I overwhelm her and she is SO KIND and gracious to listen to me. She is a GREAT listener which is good because I had a LOT TO SAY! She is not closed minded and will listen and hear anything and will go to see if scripture confirms it and then give God the glory. She also knows that Christ is really our teacher and he lives inside us. 1 John 2:27 She isn’t afraid to listen to any ideas or possibilities because she knows that God IS good and he IS Love and he can do anything way beyond our wildest imagination. Ephesians 3:20 She truly adheres to and lives out 1 Thessalonians 5:21 that says “examine everything and hold fast to that which is good” So, you can tell her anything I believe God is showing me from scripture about himself and she simply takes it all into her heart and lets Christ (her one true teacher from within) sort out the truth or what is “good”. That is truly living and walking by the Spirit within and trusting Christ as her teacher! I am so thankful for our friendship and her willingness to listen and courageously follow and seek the truth. So, we sat on my deck for 2 1/2 hours discussing the latest deeper truths and revelations God is revealing. We had some very good rejoicing together of truth.
After we were done, I felt very SPENT and she looked pretty tired outwardly, but encouraged from within. This is a common occurrence when sharing the most powerful and awesomely glorious plan that God is revealed in his Word and confirming in our hearts. One powerful scripture leads to another and many powerful truths fight for our attention at the same time. It can be very hard to stay on just one idea for very long as our human mind jumps all over as the powerful river of living waters takes over and the powerful words just flow and flow. Often, I feel you have to have your seatbelt on as our outer man will get overwhelmed with a LOT of powerful information as we attempt to share what is going on within. Even I was amazed because I was so tired when she arrived, but life took over from within and the energy and life flowed outwardly. This happens often and I thank God for this power and life as it surely doesn’t come from me.
Old Creation Vs. New (true) Creation
Our discussion led to the basics of what God’s will or plan was for mankind. I have shared my latest working theory on Genesis 1 and 2 and the creation of man in a separate post. I am sure that most have not have heard before and I freely admit there are still a lot of loose ends. If none of this lines up with what you believe, please just skip it. But, if you don’t mind some new and fresh ideas that incorporate more of scripture and is always being updated, please check it out. This is my best current working model that I derived from Matthew 21:33-43, Isaiah 5:1-2, Matthew 16:23, Isaiah 14:12-17, Ezekiel 28:12-18 and other areas. I am always updating it as God reveals more from his word. I believe in these verses and others like it give us solid clues about the truth of Adam’s creation, plunge into darkness, and how Satan became ruler of it. You can find this here in this post.
God told the Genesis 2 “Adam” if he took the law into himself he would die. Then, the serpent (Satan) who I believe was really the Genesis 1:27 male “man” separated Eve who represents man’s soul from Adam in Genesis 3:4-5 and tricked her into taking the Law into herself and Adam. Genesis 3:6 I have a LOT to share about how Eve should have never been able to be separated from Adam, but I will save that for another spot. Adam and all mankind came under the “ministry of death” which is Satan’s or Genesis 1:27 man’s ministry of the law. 2 Corinthians 3:7, 3:9, 1 Corinthians 15:56 In (Hebrews 10:1) and in (John 1:17) we learn that the Law is not the truth, but is a shadow of the truth. This is just like our current bodies are a shadow of the true body we will have one day. Only Christ revealed the New reality or simply the truth. The Law was not the true reality and was only for the false external man of the OLD Creation or the flesh as a “guardian” according to Colossians 2:17 until the fullness of time occurred and Christ would arrive. Galatians 4:4, Galatians 3:24 According to Romans 10:4, once Christ arrived, he revealed us the truth and he was the end of and the total fulfillment of the law for all mankind and all those under law would be “adopted” to sonship and have eternal life. Galatians 4:5 His one time sacrifice totally and completely fulfilled ALL the requirements of the Law for all people of all time and thus, he totally put away all sin. 1 John 2:2, Hebrews 9:26. He entered the true most holy place in Heaven itself for ALL mankind and his redemption was eternal and outside of time and for all men of all times and ages. Hebrews 9:12 He truly is the Savior of the whole World! 1 John 4:14, John 3:17, John 4:42 Doesn’t that sound like GREAT NEWS?
Now, who does these powerful truths apply to?
It is very important that all who read this realize this: These things are true for you whether you believe them or not! We just can’t benefit from them until Christ inside us gives us the faith to believe them in our soul or daily existence. Stick with me here and hear me out as I know this may sound offensive to some. What we haven’t realized until now is that who “you” think you are is not who God says “you” are. We think we are a person who is living from his soul realm in a human body and making his own decisions from his own “free will”. This is what Christianity teaches, but that is not what the whole of scripture teaches. That is the flesh or outer, natural man. The true person that you are is the person BEHIND the veil that separates our spirit-man and soul-man who is safely in the hands of Jesus. According to scripture, you are not your everyday soulish person. You are your spirit-man as God recognizes no one according to the flesh and he tells us to do the same. God calls your true self your “heart” or “inner man” and only God has access to this person while we are in natural human bodies. This is what Christians call the “old self” or “old man” after they begin to believe. This old self was held captive under Satan before the cross. He was rescued by Christ at the Cross two thousand years ago as Christ fulfilled the law for ALL mankind, not just those that “believe”. The cross was not a “soul-level” transaction like we are taught, it was a much deeper spiritual level occurrence that ONLY GOD has access to. The cross affected everyone as the deeper spiritual man is where TRUE BELIEF occurs. The “belief” that many teach is a false belief or “human” belief in the outer man (soul) or the flesh.
This is why so many people pay no attention to these powerful truths nor do most want to read the Bible. They have been told they have to BELIEVE to make these words true and they simply can’t. This is sad because I want all to know this. THE CROSS was for them too! None of us can believe ourselves at the soul level. Only Christ gives us faith and this occurs in our inner spirit-man. An even more exciting thought is that HE IS ALSO THE VEIL ITSELF that separates our soul from our true self or spirit-man! Hebrews 10:20 He decides when we receive faith from our inner man. He is our faith.
Now, we can celebrate! He really is the “Savior of the whole world“! 1 John 4:14, 1 John 2:2, 1 Timothy 4:10, 1 John 4:9 If you look at these verses, there is no “might” in the spirit realm behind the veil. “Might” only occurs in the natural realm and was added by man’s unbelief in translation. These things WILL happen in time, as they already did in the spirit realm at the cross.
If this is true, why do we die and experience Death?
It was God’s plan for all mankind to experience death or separation from him (in their own minds) by giving man the Law first and putting this entire creation under the curse of the law (which is death). Think of this as nothing more than “believing you are separated from God in everything you do, but also living in a temporary body that really does die“. God made this false reality extremely believable by doing this. We know we live in a false reality in the natural body because scripture says our current creation including our natural body and natural, daily experience, which is under law (death), is but merely a shadow and not the REAL substance or TRUTH. Ponder the scriptures I posted above under “Old Creation Vs. New Creation” and think about a shadow Vs. the real substance or the object casting the shadow. Which one is the real substance or truth and which one isn’t? Natural man’s daily experience from his soul under law is in this shadow and thus, he doesn’t see the truth. Please think about this as it will come to you. From here, I build upon this idea of the “shadow” of the Old Creation vs.. true substance of the New Creation. If it sounds too confusing, please jump to “At the Cross All Things Changed”. It doesn’t have to be. I believe ANYONE can understand this if they think of a normal shadow they know while they are standing in the sun. Just remember that man “saved” or “unsaved” doesn’t see or experience the truth or “real substance” unless God reveals it to him from inside his inner man or heart.
I think she was very blessed by some things we talked about as was I. I truly don’t know what is going to flow from within and it feeds me just as much as it does the person I am sharing with! One truth we discussed is the revelation or reminder that the old creation or physical creation is only a shadow of the truth and not the actual “substance” of the truth who is Christ himself in the spiritual realm, which I already touched upon. Colossians 2:17 I am sure I will repeat this over and over because people need to really understand the global and foundational impact on their everyday lives this powerful truth has. Thus, in “saved” man’s view, he see’s two creations. This is only his view and not the “real substance” or truth as man’s conscience existence of the soul even as a “believer”, is still in the shadow realm unable to see the true reality. One creation he see’s is our current natural, physical creation on the left side. The Bible calls this the “Old creation”. Then, the Bible says that there is a “New Creation” who is the spiritual creation and the TRUE creation. Let’s put that one on the right side because man’s mind keeps them separate and can’t even see the New Creation without Christ revealing it to him.
While in Natural Bodies We Don’t See TRUE Reality or Who We Really Are
Man’s view of reality is on the left side and not from the true reality on the right side. This is very important to NEVER forget because man will read scripture and unfortunately, interpret it from his false view on the left side of the “shadow”. This is true whether the man is saved or not as only Christ himself can give the true spiritual meaning from the inner man or heart. This will be “fixed” one day when we all get out of these faulty bodies that create this illusion of our current soul that is in what God calls the “shadow”. The actual (full)TRUTH or true reality exists on the RIGHT in the new creation and the left side or old creation is only a shadow of the truth. The left side, which is man’s current reality or experience is not the truth and it doesn’t have the real “substance”. God calls this world including man’s will the “shadow” and not the real substance. One way to think about this is asking yourself “Can you touch or pickup a shadow?” No, you can’t as it isn’t the real substance. The object that is casting the shadow is the real substance. Our current bodies and brains are still natural and part of the left side old creation of the “shadow” and are not yet on the right side where the real substance or truth is. Thus, they can’t yet see the new and TRUE creation or true reality. They make the old, physical creation very believable!
Now I hope you can get the basic idea that even from a “saved” man’s perspective, he still see’s from the old physical, natural creation on the left vs. the true, spiritual creation on the right.
Again, this is because man’s soul where all of us live our daily experience from, is still in the “natural” realm on the left. This creates this faulty view of everything including God and ourselves! We don’t see or experience God as he is nor do we even know or see who we are! God, however, doesn’t see things the way man does. He sees the TRUTH from the right side or TRUE reality and he sees ALL of us the way we TRULY are, not the way we think we are. This, my friend is VERY GOOD! He even showed us what our true self looks like when he sent an image of our real self to the Earth two thousand years ago. Look at him as your REAL self is just like him!
Beloved, now we are children of God, and it has not appeared as yet what we will be. We know that when He appears, we will be like Him, because we will see Him just as He is 1 John 3:2
Very powerful my friend. If you can get this one verse in your heart and daily experience, your very life will change before your eyes! Christ is your REAL self whether you believe it or not. You don’t get to define truth, only God does. If we relied on our own human belief, no one would receive this promise as very few believe it. But, God is VERY GOOD and he WILL see to it that you experience this truth one day according to his plan. Luke 3:6 Thus, you are NOT who YOU think you are, you are who GOD says you are! And not just us, but EVERYONE regardless of their “human” or soul-realm beliefs. This is why he tells us that “we are to regard NO ONE according to the flesh” or what we think on the left side realm of our human soul. 2 Corinthians 5:16 Only HE gets to define TRUTH and what he says IS TRUTH. Only HE gets to say who we are! Wow, this is so good I just want ALL to see this. Because if we don’t believe this, we are not living or experiencing our TRUE lives! We are living the “shadow” or false reality that God says is NOT the truth.
Let me summarize these powerful truths:
- God alone defines truth for all mankind and man does not affect or change truth in any way. This is because truth is in the right-side TRUE spiritual realm but man is in the left side soul (false) realm. Man is in a totally different realm from where truth is. God alone is truth.
- What God says is true for man is true for ALL mankind regardless of their beliefs.
- Man lives in the soul realm and can receive a shadow of the truth from external means, but the REAL truth comes from the realm of the spirit inside a man.
- Thus, when man receives the truth in his soul, from his spirit within, he can finally experience it daily but he can’t change it.
- All men in the soul realm WILL receive the truth when the Spirit of God gives it to them from within, but man can not accept the truth from the outwardly methods or means. Real truth or substance always comes from within. Only the shadow version comes from the external.
My main goal is that I hope to show you there is but ONE creation and one TRUE reality and how real belief and faith comes from within and not from the external. However, first I wanted to share one more thing we discussed that she was excited about.
At the Cross ALL Things Changed
I don’t recall our topic, but I started to talk about how ALL things were changed at the cross because Christ brought the TRUE reality of the right-side spirit realm or simply “the truth” and merged it with the left side of the physical natural realm or the “shadow”. We don’t yet see this because we are still in natural bodies that can’t see truth (spiritual things), but it is TRUE. Thus, Christ turned ALL THINGS that we knew from the Old Covenant or Old Testament that applied to the outer physical creation, UPSIDE DOWN! I really mean ALL things. Things we believed, and STILL DO, that were truth under the Old Covenant or Old Testament NO LONGER APPLY and are NO LONGER TRUE! However, only Christ can reveal this from WITHIN to a person. It was so powerful and so humbling to see Christ at work in her when she stopped me to ask about “the true meaning of a gentile” now under the New and TRUE Covenant or true reality or just truth. I was excited because if God reveals this to a person, they will begin to see his plan for ALL of mankind or ALL of Adam.
I told her how under the Old Covenant of Law, which was living by a set of outer rules of the flesh to please God, was merely the shadow of the TRUE covenant. Thus, in essence, just like our current creation is but a shadow and NOT the truth, neither was this covenant. Both contain “types” or “images” of the truth, but they are not the FULL and REAL TRUTH. Whenever something isn’t the FULL truth, it isn’t the TRUTH at all. This is very important to see. So when Christ arrived and fulfilled the Law for all mankind, he himself ushered in the NEW and TRUE REALITY or Covenant! When this occurred, everything we knew about man and his relationship with God from the Old Testament and Old Covenant COMPLETELY CHANGED! ALL OF IT! Man does not yet see this “real” truth or true reality because his conscious daily existence is still in the soul realm and he is still veiled or blinded from it. However, God will reveal this truth to all mankind because Jesus’ body WAS THE VEIL. Hebrews 10:20 NASB Jesus himself is in charge of when each man, who operates in the soul realm behind the veil, has the veil removed and can see the truth! Jesus IS OUR FAITH! Galatians 2:20 KJV. Now, do you see why Hebrews 12:2 says Jesus is the AUTHOR (and perfector) of our faith!?! Not many do… Many still believe the OLD COVENENANT definition of faith called “obedience” that says faith still originates in man’s soul or conscious will. The Bible clearly disputes and disproves that over and over. This is VERY GOOD! My friend exciting times of change are blowing in, I believe.
Then, my friend and I started talking about some examples of the powerful change of EVERYTHING that occurred at the cross when Jesus ushered in the New definition of ALL things for ALL mankind. This change was regardless of any man’s beliefs as “beliefs” or faith as man defines them occur in the soul or natural realm of man’s will. Again, the Bible clearly says that Jesus is our belief and true believe happens in man’s heart or SPIRIT where man has NO control or access to! This is truly great news! What my friend became very excited about was one example we discussed about the true meaning under the “truth” (new covenant) of the term “Gentile” and “Jew”. As groundwork for this powerful change of definition, we talked about how the Old Covenant of Law or living by a set of rules or commands from God (which always brings death via God’s wrath to man) really started when God told Adam “do NOT eat of that tree“. This was when man was FIRST given the Law and man can NEVER fulfill the Law perfectly and forever like God’s law required. Only God himself can do that. Thus, Adam and all mankind were DESTIGNED by God’s sovereign plan to be under law and experience “death” or separation from God. Otherwise, God would have told him not to do something, he would instead have told him to “take this fruit of the tree of life and EAT IT”. However, man had to experience death first before he can truly understand and appreciate life. That is the only way man knows he has NO righteousness (goodness or life) of his own. God gave the Israelites the Mosaic Law as an outer set of rules to the fleshly, outer man to reveal to them that they were ALREADY under Law in their INNER MAN from the garden. They needed to know they could not fulfill the law and only God can do that. If they try to at all, they will experience further death via separation from God in their own minds. This is the very VEIL that creates blindness in man under law so he can NOT SEE THE TRUTH! This very veil separates man’s soul or conscious daily existence from the truth found only in his spirit. Now, I hope can see the amazing purpose of Christ coming to fulfill the law and actually BECOMING THE VEIL! See the following verses and ponder them. You will be full of life when the truth comes into view!
by a new and living way which He inaugurated for us through the veil, that is, His flesh Hebrews 10:20
But their minds were hardened; for until this very day at the reading of the old covenant the same veil remains unlifted, because it is removed in Christ. 2 Cor 3:14
My Friend Begins to See the very Definition of a Jew Changed
With that groundwork in mind, we were talking about who a “Gentile” and a “Jew” is under the old covenant reality or the “shadow” and what the TRUE meaning is now. Back then under the “shadow” definition, a Jew was a physical Israelite and nation of people that God brought out of Egypt and became his special possession. They lived in the middle East and have their own actual physical nation or country. As a sign that they were God’s special posession, they were physically circumcizing their flesh or body. Please know that this is the definition of a “Jew” under the OLD testament reality of the Old Covenant or “Law” which is only a shadow of the truth and not the actual truth itself. Hebrews 10:1 NASB What I am going to say may sound offensive to some if they cling to the shadow instead of the true reality, but it is the truth and all need to hear it. At the cross ALL THINGS CHANGED and so did the VERY DEFINITION of a “Jew” (and Gentile!). Let’s go to the words of Paul in Romans:
For he is not a Jew who is one outwardly, nor is circumcision that which is outward in the flesh. 29 But he is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is that which is of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the letter; and his praise is not from men, but from God Romans 2:28-29 NASB
Do you see what this is saying? Paul is telling us what the New Covenant or TRUE reality definition of a JEW is! It is now someone who is “circumcised of the heart” or inner man and NOT a person who is circumcised of the flesh or the outer, physical man.
Do you know what type of person Paul is calling a “true Jew”? According to the new reality (New Covenant) or simply the “truth”, who is a real and TRUE JEW who has a heart that is “circumcised”? Let’s go to Colossians to find out.
and in Him you were also circumcised with a circumcision made without hands, in the removal of the body of the flesh by the circumcision of Christ; 12 having been buried with Him in baptism, in which you were also raised up with Him through faith in the working of God, who raised Him from the dead Colossians 2:11-12
Who is he talking about that was also circumcised with Christ and had their “body of the flesh” removed?
A BELIEVER or one who RECEIEVES the truth and understands the true Gospel of what Christ did at the cross for them! The TRUE Jew is no longer a person who is physically circumcised in his outer body, it is NOW a person who believes the Gospel and thus his heart or inner man was circumcised in Christ. This will sound offensive to those who are under Law trying to earn their own righteousness just like it did when he Jesus himself talked to the physical Jews under Law and law-based thinking. But, it is the TRUTH according to scripture and IMHO it is VERY GOOD because it takes man and HIS WILL and HIS EFFORTS totally out of the salvation process!
Paul confirms this in Galatians 6:15 that only the truth or NEW Creation reality (of what Christ did) is what counts. Anything done in the outer, physical realm of man no longer is true or counts for anything.
For neither is (outer) circumcision anything, nor (outer) uncircumcision, but a new creation Gal 6:15 (“outer” added by me)
Again, he tells us who the TRUE Jew or “true circumcision” is in the next verse:
for we are the true circumcision, who worship in the Spirit (true inner man) of God and glory in Christ Jesus and put no confidence in the flesh (no longer rely on outer, physical man) Phil 3:3
Do you see what Paul is saying above? The TRUE circumcision is of the heart, in the Spirit or true inner man and NOT in the outer man of flesh where man’s will resides. Also, the very definition of worship itself has changed just like everything else. True worship is inside your heart where JESUS DOES IT and NOT outer religious activities of the flesh!
I provided much more evidence for you on the new and TRUE meaning of a “Jew” here, but with my friend, she didn’t require much and she was already being fed from within the LIVING Waters of truth and life. She could see it and begin to see the powerful ramifications of this. I didn’t stop there. I asked her “So, if the true meaning of a Jew is a believer, what do you think the true meaning of a ‘Gentile” is”?
She knew. “An unbeliever“. “YES!” I said with the UTMOST excitement and ENTHUSIASM. Jesus was revealing to her inside her heart and teaching her the truth. My friend, this is so powerful to see and will FEED YOU LIFE when you see it happening. Now, I know why Paul was fed so much too when he shared the truth. Such is the amazing way the Spirit works. It feeds BOTH the recipient AND the giver!
I told her “Now, the Church does understand the Gentile definition but they don’t yet see the full ramifications of this revelation. For example, there are some verses that tell us what to do when we can’t resolve a dispute between us and another member of the Church.” I share. We pick this up in Matt 18.
“If your brother sins, go and show him his fault in private; if he listens to you, you have won your brother. 16 But if he does not listen to you, take one or two more with you, so that by the mouth of two or three witnesses every fact may be confirmed. 17 If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church; and if he refuses to listen even to the church, let him be to you as a Gentile and a tax collector Matt 18:15-17
We can see that this person is your “brother” or also a believer. There is a process to resolve the dispute. At the end if he refuses to listen to us, a brother, or the Church, we are to treat them like a “Gentile” or a tax collector. So, who is a “gentile”? We don’t have any “gentiles” these days do we? Does this scripture not apply? YES IT DOES! A gentile is an unbeliever or a person who doesn’t (yet) know the truth of the Gospel. Even under the Old Covenant a “gentile” could still be an unbeliever. They simply didn’t believe in or follow the Law of Moses.
My friend was in awe as she could see through this ONE powerful example how EVERYTHING changed at the cross. Christ merged the TRUE REALITY of the Spirit or simply the TRUTH or “real substance” (right side creation as man thinks) with the “shadow” or the physical, natural realm and the Old covenant (left side creation as man thinks).
All things changed and we can now UNLOCK the truth found in ALL of God’s word and she could see it. It was so powerful and I want you to see it too. I am praying right now that Christ inside your heart is revealing the powerful truth of what happened at the cross for all mankind and all creation. Now, even though the true reality of the Spirit is one with the false reality of the shadow (physical creation) we don’t yet see that reconciliation or oneness. My friend, I am sorry to say that this is where I started! 🙂 God has been speaking very powerfully for two years now showing the truth of Genesis 1 and 2. However, there was one last piece I couldn’t understand until yesterday morning when I woke up.
I woke up hearing parts of an amazing “conversation” in my thoughts. This has been happening a lot the last two years. Let me share with you what it is like when this happens so you don’t think I should be locked up. Have you ever gone camping and everyone sleeps in the same one room cabin? Some wake up before you and have coffee. Since I hate mornings and sleep late, often others will be up before me sitting and talking with their coffee. 🙂 As I awake in the cabin, I begin to consciously hear their conversation and after a bit I can understand what they are saying. This is what I am talking about when I awake from sleep and I hear a conversation of spiritual truths in my own thoughts. If I get up right away and start writing them down, I always get a DEEPER and POWERFUL understand of God’s Word and his awesome plan of amazing love for man. Scripture I didn’t understand or was “stuck” on suddenly become clear to me and “fit” into the HUGE puzzle that God has been revealing. I thank him so much for these powerful experiences.
So, what did I hear this morning? What did God reveal to me as the most-awesome birthday gift ever? I will share that in my next part that will be coming soon. I think I gave you enough to chew on and hopefully digest.
I the meantime, please spend some time looking up the scriptures I talked about and the ideas I shared. Remember, God is bigger and more amazing than we can imagine. I believe if you are fearless person who really seeks God and the truth, he will not disappoint you. You must be willing to LET go of ALL you have been taught by man and go solely with what his Word plainly says. Man will often teach you to not believe the plain truth that scripture clearly says. Please try to accept what scripture clearly and plainly says in your own heart as God does NOT play games and make things overly confusing or complex. His truth is simple and plain and even a child can understand it. If you don’t understand how something fits into what is plainly stated, set it aside for now but always cling to the simple things that are easily understood. That is true faith and that is what pleases him. He will show you eventually the things you don’t understand. I PROMISE YOU! I am praying for you my friend that you will come alive inside and no longer be willing to follow the crowd and accept what others tell you something means. Your heart who is Christ will lead and guide you! I pray you will be willing to fearlessly dig into and accept everything he shows you as it is plainly stated. Some will be very hard to believe at first because the promises are HUGE and AWESOME, but my friend, they are TRUE! He will eventually give you more and more faith and you will be able to believe bigger and more awesome things about him.
God bless you in your journey discovering your TRUE self.